Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Heeeey all! Today was a good day! I made a TOTAL fool out of myself in English but that's ok. Long story hahaaa lol. I drew my room in French. It was pretty sexy haha ok no. Did you guys know that Mme Teall can touch her nose with hre FOOT?? lmaoo it's really funny! Betty called me this afternoon wanting to go out to eat! Of course I said oui! haha. We went to eat at Applebee's and then to Lowes. She got a plant that I named Béatrice! Annnd she got some pots. I would love to just go take pics of the flowers there one day. You think they'd let me?? lol. We went to Best Buy after that. They had like 6-8 SLRs. They were Cannons, Minoltas, and Nikons. I decided if I got one there I'd want the Nikon N75. It's super cool lol. I figured it would be like a million dollars but it was like $300. Hmmm so I don't expect getting one of those. Lol it's nice to dream. The lady there took it out of the case they were in and she let me hold it and focus it and everything. I said "oh wow this has a lot of buttons..." and she laughed and was like "it comes with a instruction manual!" I was all "GOOD!!" and laughed and stuff lol and Betty said she wished she would have learned to take pictuers. Maybe for Christmas? Ptsh lol. I was looking at pictures last night! Wanna see some of Ansel Adams pictures that Mme Teall was talking about?...



Awe and I was hopin' I was kinda good! LOL. Man those are some awesome pictures. I love how most of them are in the west, too. I think I like black and white more than I like colour. Colour pictures are... I dunno. Black and whites just have this weird effect. It makes everything look better I think. I think when I look at a picture I'm looking at just the scene and not the colours? I dunno I just like black and whites ok?? lmao. Kenzie (aka: Corinne/Riva/Zoë) and I were talking about that thing on Oprah. She said she wasn't going to let anyone ever have her pictures. I said if someone wanted to have MY pictures in their house or something I'd just give them to them because I'd be so happy that they actually liked them that much lol. Now if someone were willing to pay me... LOL jk ok no. Really, it would be REALLY... a big thing to me haha. Awe Celineie has new pics from that party but they're like SUPER huge. If you want, go here http://members.tripod.com/~rhapsodion/ to see them lol. Well, this is getting kind of long and I am gettin all weird again. I might be back for mu usual bed time bloggin'! TTYL!
:) I Love Céline :)
Heeey all. My usual before bed bloggin lol. Tonight is happier than last night, I promise. Noo I didn't tell my mom what I should have but she stayed home tonight. Thomas is home tonight. Soooo it was kind of like family here. Thomas cooked spagetti and it was reeeally good lol. It was really... nice! I am listening to Mme Teall's Les Nubians CD. I agree with her. Number 10, Amour à Mort, is a good song! I was watching Oprah today. Der lol. It was about the best thing you've spent money on. This woman who was an artist was looking through this sell one day. There were tons of paintings and stuff but she got this photograph out. It was a picture of 2 lillies and it was black and white. Oh man if you could have seen it. The lighting on them was perfect. But anyways she recognized the photographer's name on the back and bought it for $.25. Turns out, she sold the photograph for $60,000 because the photographer was so famous and it was one of the last photos matted like that from her. That would be great to have happen. One of your photographs be worth $60,000. Not only because that's A LOT of money but that someone would be willing to pay that much to own your art. I don't know what it is about this time of night but I always seem to reflect on things. Well, Gnight everyone!! :)
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
*sings* Les Portes Du Souvenir!!
Hey all. Ah I'm so glad I don't have to worry about going to band practice tonight lol. Today was goood! The test we had in US History. Man I really expected to do bad on it but I made a 94! lol yay! Annnd seems like cliff notes work! I knew all the anwsers to the 10 question test on The Scarlet Letter! French started out bad. Umm you just had to be there. We had French 2 day though I guess you could say. I'm a little worried about what went on the beginning to the class though. Mme Teall brought up my mom later on. *Is really glad she did* Mme Teall, your so full of good advice! lol. Ah I'm just scared to take it right now, you know? We had a French club meeting today too. I'm really glad Kenz went! I hope she stays in. Hmm I'm sure it's a little whoa right now because Franglais is spoken a lot! lol. Her name is Corinne but she wants to know if there are any French names that start with Z... lol! Ugh the person I didn't like yesterday gave pics to someone else and I still don't like them. I don't like them even more now lmao. I'm gettin' my French music on and... it's not Celine. That's a huge change for me! lol. Wooo Mme Teall let me borrow 2 of her CDs. Well, I think someone might be here because I keep hearing Stacie's door open and close. ttyl!
:) I Love Celine :)
IS this ordinary cake? It belonged to Celine until people started takin pics of it! Gyaaa stalkers lol jk.
Random mess. I'm guessing that's the CD cover there! Man I can't wait for it!! lol!
Wow this is saddish! I warned you!
Hey again. Do you guys have a song that brings back a certain part of your life? I've had this urge to listen to A New Day Had Come for forever. I remember January of last year. Those weren't fun times. I guess I like to refer to them as my "dark months." I bet I cried everyday at least once from Jan-April. I'm such a loser haha. It was over a mixture of things. I'd just sob the night away to this song. I remember not crying for a week annnd it just got to be a long time! Everytime I get down now I think about that and how much I hated being upset over something all the time. I'm NOT going to let my self go back to that. I haven't cried since Saturday. That was over my mom never being home. Blah. If you're reading this and you have kids or are going to have some, don't leave them at home. I know you think they're not going to want you around when they're my age but it would be different if they saw you a total of 30 mins everyday. I hate how some people are all, "I wish my mom would just leave sometimes..." I am wishing my mom would just stay home! It's no fun, I can tell you that. I feel kind of selfish saying that though because I know a lot of people don't even have a mom. And we need the money I guess but I believe I'd rather not have some of the mess I have and have my mom home... Well, scratch me not crying since Saturday. I think I should go to bed... it's pretty late annnd my back hurts again :-p. Night.
PS: Sorry this is sad and all. I just needed to vent. Thanks for reading!
Monday, September 08, 2003
Grrs, and lots of them :-p
Well this day was fun. We went to Petsmart because my dog... is now a woman dog. The kitchen floor was beginning to look like a red mess lol. Vegas got some cool new toys! I got an attachment to his cage and then this cool little jungle gym thing that I spent 2 hours putting together!... It wouldn't fit all together so I had to take like more than half of it off. Isn't that crappy? lol. Oh man. I really do not like this one person. I'm not going to say names because that person might see even though I've never talked to her. It's juuust crappy. If you want to know, I will tell you but not on here lol. It has to do with Celine so, I warned you! Hahaaa Mme Teall gave Josh a progress report thingie today that said he had a 2% in her class. F------------ lmao. Ok this candle does not smell like Harvest lol. Oh now it does since I blew it out. That's crappy too. The new word is going to be merdey! Awe Vegas is washin his face. hehe. You know something else that's merdey... Celine fans that live in Las Vegas. I'm so positive tonight. Um ok I never finished my chapters in The Scarlet Letter but I did finish my US History homework! haha! ttyl!
:) I Love Celine :)
"A SH.... MERDE!"
Man I need to go to sleep. I can't see. Sleeping pills are strong. Ah it's 12:17 lol. Here's the shirt I got today! Well, yesterday.

I think I'm gonna wear it tomorrow. Well, today. I'm so boring and I won't remember what I typed in the morning. I am so tired. Goodnight.
:) I Love Celine :)
Sunday, September 07, 2003
Heeeey all. I just gave my skanky dog a bath lmao. She stunk really bad. I cut her hair toooo. She's all prettyful now. I went shopping with Billie today. I got a shirt. Ah she let me take a picture with her camera!! She let me carry it and stuff. Ah it's so cool! I want oooone! lmao. I took a pic of a caterpiller! Mmmm I just ate some yummy delicious fromage cake lmao. Ok well I'm gonna go... ttyl!
:) I Love Celine! :)
Saturday, September 06, 2003
Yeh ok so that was a little harsh to say. I'm ok now I suppose. Today was going pretty bad. My mom.. ah I am just sick of being alone all the time now. But here I am being stupid and feeling sorry for myself when she's actually home. Gya we were cleaning out the attic and I found this poetry folder thing we had to do in 7th Grade. I was so dumb lmao. I should type this poem about purple on here to let everyone see how dumb I am hahaa. "Purple is when I touch my cat. TJ is soft" or whatever lmao. I should take the journals we had to do in 1st grade to school to let yall see. Oh man it's... lol. Just like now! I still can't spell worth poop lol. But YAY I get to put out the fall stuff today! I get excited about decorating because I don't HAVE to do it I think lol. It's fun too. Ah cramps. Yeh well I gotta go clean off that fall mess. I might be back laters! Thanks to everyone who IMd me on AIM today :).
:) I love Celine :)
... Today sucks.
I need to go to bed. Muhahaaa. I am listening to Celine and Bryan Adams singing "That's Only Love." That could be an It's because they say it's and that's the whole time lmao. My mom finally came home at 2am! Poor Nila was probably ready to pop because I wasn't taking her out in the middle of the night when I am alone. She isn't a pitt bull lol. She'd probably go lick a person if they came up and then I'd get kidnapped or something lol. "And if you're life ain't worth livin..." Ah I love the way Celine sounds in this song hahaaa. Hey Mme Teall, when I got home from school today I made some mac-n-cheese and I dropped some of the cheese on my pants when I was mixing it! Yeh ok I am deff. goin' to bed because I'm ramblin' again!
"it ain't easy... it's only love!"