Tuesday, September 09, 2003
*sings* Les Portes Du Souvenir!!
Hey all. Ah I'm so glad I don't have to worry about going to band practice tonight lol. Today was goood! The test we had in US History. Man I really expected to do bad on it but I made a 94! lol yay! Annnd seems like cliff notes work! I knew all the anwsers to the 10 question test on The Scarlet Letter! French started out bad. Umm you just had to be there. We had French 2 day though I guess you could say. I'm a little worried about what went on the beginning to the class though. Mme Teall brought up my mom later on. *Is really glad she did* Mme Teall, your so full of good advice! lol. Ah I'm just scared to take it right now, you know? We had a French club meeting today too. I'm really glad Kenz went! I hope she stays in. Hmm I'm sure it's a little whoa right now because Franglais is spoken a lot! lol. Her name is Corinne but she wants to know if there are any French names that start with Z... lol! Ugh the person I didn't like yesterday gave pics to someone else and I still don't like them. I don't like them even more now lmao. I'm gettin' my French music on and... it's not Celine. That's a huge change for me! lol. Wooo Mme Teall let me borrow 2 of her CDs. Well, I think someone might be here because I keep hearing Stacie's door open and close. ttyl!
:) I Love Celine :)
IS this ordinary cake? It belonged to Celine until people started takin pics of it! Gyaaa stalkers lol jk.
Random mess. I'm guessing that's the CD cover there! Man I can't wait for it!! lol!
Wow this is saddish! I warned you!
Hey again. Do you guys have a song that brings back a certain part of your life? I've had this urge to listen to A New Day Had Come for forever. I remember January of last year. Those weren't fun times. I guess I like to refer to them as my "dark months." I bet I cried everyday at least once from Jan-April. I'm such a loser haha. It was over a mixture of things. I'd just sob the night away to this song. I remember not crying for a week annnd it just got to be a long time! Everytime I get down now I think about that and how much I hated being upset over something all the time. I'm NOT going to let my self go back to that. I haven't cried since Saturday. That was over my mom never being home. Blah. If you're reading this and you have kids or are going to have some, don't leave them at home. I know you think they're not going to want you around when they're my age but it would be different if they saw you a total of 30 mins everyday. I hate how some people are all, "I wish my mom would just leave sometimes..." I am wishing my mom would just stay home! It's no fun, I can tell you that. I feel kind of selfish saying that though because I know a lot of people don't even have a mom. And we need the money I guess but I believe I'd rather not have some of the mess I have and have my mom home... Well, scratch me not crying since Saturday. I think I should go to bed... it's pretty late annnd my back hurts again :-p. Night.
PS: Sorry this is sad and all. I just needed to vent. Thanks for reading!
Monday, September 08, 2003
Grrs, and lots of them :-p
Well this day was fun. We went to Petsmart because my dog... is now a woman dog. The kitchen floor was beginning to look like a red mess lol. Vegas got some cool new toys! I got an attachment to his cage and then this cool little jungle gym thing that I spent 2 hours putting together!... It wouldn't fit all together so I had to take like more than half of it off. Isn't that crappy? lol. Oh man. I really do not like this one person. I'm not going to say names because that person might see even though I've never talked to her. It's juuust crappy. If you want to know, I will tell you but not on here lol. It has to do with Celine so, I warned you! Hahaaa Mme Teall gave Josh a progress report thingie today that said he had a 2% in her class. F------------ lmao. Ok this candle does not smell like Harvest lol. Oh now it does since I blew it out. That's crappy too. The new word is going to be merdey! Awe Vegas is washin his face. hehe. You know something else that's merdey... Celine fans that live in Las Vegas. I'm so positive tonight. Um ok I never finished my chapters in The Scarlet Letter but I did finish my US History homework! haha! ttyl!
:) I Love Celine :)
"A SH.... MERDE!"
Man I need to go to sleep. I can't see. Sleeping pills are strong. Ah it's 12:17 lol. Here's the shirt I got today! Well, yesterday.

I think I'm gonna wear it tomorrow. Well, today. I'm so boring and I won't remember what I typed in the morning. I am so tired. Goodnight.
:) I Love Celine :)
Sunday, September 07, 2003
Heeeey all. I just gave my skanky dog a bath lmao. She stunk really bad. I cut her hair toooo. She's all prettyful now. I went shopping with Billie today. I got a shirt. Ah she let me take a picture with her camera!! She let me carry it and stuff. Ah it's so cool! I want oooone! lmao. I took a pic of a caterpiller! Mmmm I just ate some yummy delicious fromage cake lmao. Ok well I'm gonna go... ttyl!
:) I Love Celine! :)
Saturday, September 06, 2003
Yeh ok so that was a little harsh to say. I'm ok now I suppose. Today was going pretty bad. My mom.. ah I am just sick of being alone all the time now. But here I am being stupid and feeling sorry for myself when she's actually home. Gya we were cleaning out the attic and I found this poetry folder thing we had to do in 7th Grade. I was so dumb lmao. I should type this poem about purple on here to let everyone see how dumb I am hahaa. "Purple is when I touch my cat. TJ is soft" or whatever lmao. I should take the journals we had to do in 1st grade to school to let yall see. Oh man it's... lol. Just like now! I still can't spell worth poop lol. But YAY I get to put out the fall stuff today! I get excited about decorating because I don't HAVE to do it I think lol. It's fun too. Ah cramps. Yeh well I gotta go clean off that fall mess. I might be back laters! Thanks to everyone who IMd me on AIM today :).
:) I love Celine :)
... Today sucks.
I need to go to bed. Muhahaaa. I am listening to Celine and Bryan Adams singing "That's Only Love." That could be an It's because they say it's and that's the whole time lmao. My mom finally came home at 2am! Poor Nila was probably ready to pop because I wasn't taking her out in the middle of the night when I am alone. She isn't a pitt bull lol. She'd probably go lick a person if they came up and then I'd get kidnapped or something lol. "And if you're life ain't worth livin..." Ah I love the way Celine sounds in this song hahaaa. Hey Mme Teall, when I got home from school today I made some mac-n-cheese and I dropped some of the cheese on my pants when I was mixing it! Yeh ok I am deff. goin' to bed because I'm ramblin' again!
"it ain't easy... it's only love!"
Friday, September 05, 2003
It's 10:49. No one is home but me, Nila, and Vegas. And Celine toooo. My mom is working at the hospital and Stacie is... that's a good question haha. I went to sleep like 5 mins before Oprah ended and I slept till 10 till 10! omgosh that's like a whole night's sleep for me lmao. Soo didn't mean to sleep that long. I had a weird dream again. No one spoke French this time but Kenz was butt rich and she had this huge house. And I was sleeping in some room (This might have been a different dream) and they had those air conditionars like we have at school. They are on the celing. It was black though. The whole room was dark. There was this TV on with lime green bubbles on a black screen lol yeh hm. But the air came on and the TV was making this really loud noise like it was about to blow up or something. I remember me screaming and I couldn't get up or anything. Do you ever have dreams where you try to do something in your dream but you can't and it's like you can't wake up? I woke up though. I MADE myself in the dream or something. I can't really scream in my dreams either... it's weird. lol. I think I was doing it outloud though because Nila was on me when I woke up and she looked confused lol. Ah I have some more pictures today! We had Café Friday today in French!


Perrier and Laughing Cow Cheese!! Wow that Pierrer was ... different. LOL I don't think any of us in there liked it. Monica said it tasted like alcaselzer *sp??* lmao. Kenz and I went to that CAT club meeting. She reeeaaaally likes it. It sounds fun! I took my pics in case we needed anything and Mary, my other friend, was looking at them. She and this other girl Brooke were like "you took these in your backyard!?" I said "most of them!!" lol Ah I felt good! lol. Ahhhh. Ok sorry lmao. I'm going to beg my mom to take this roll of 12 I have this weekend. I don't think many of them will turn out though. We'll see! Well, my lonely self is going to go eat now... lol bbl!
:) I Love Celine :)
Thursday, September 04, 2003
I have just seen the biggest squeeter I've ever seen in my whole life. It's in my room somewhere. He's probably hiding in my "collage" somewhere. I got to make something for French finally!! lmao. I did not go to band practice. But instead, I had to go with my mom alllll the way to Lincoln Co to my sister's house. We stayed there for a little while and then went allll the way to Shelby to get Brooke's explorer thing lol. She got the glass fixed from where Madison locked her out. Omgosh! LOL. Madison had eaten a corndag that day and I guess Brooke went out of the kitchen and when she came back it was gone. She asked Madison if she ate it and Madison said yes. Well, Brooke went in there around the table to show my mom the plants she had... and LOL that corndog was sitting in one of Brooke's plants!! Oh man I had to try not to laugh cause Madison was gettin in A LOT of trouble! Oh it was funny lmao. Hey Mme Teall, Brooke said Madison keeps pooping in her pants at the babysitters!! Ah we had to stop at the grocery store to get the stuff to make thhose thingies for French. And I did that for like an hour or so while attempting to do my English. Is it me, or is it easy to get lost in The Crucible?? HaHa ok well, it's kinda late so I'm gonna talk to Clari some and then go get un-stanky lmao ttyl!
:) I Love Celine :)